I’ve been chasing after a ghost, a fantasy, someone… I can’t feel.
For a second It seemed he was real, but something hit me like a lighting..
Then I knew, the people we want cannot be felt, because the people who long for us don’t exist.
And if you create them, you will only fall In a hole of insanity, and you will only chase after a ghost.
It looks like I’ve fallen into that hole,
It looks all real to me. I can see him but I can’t feel him, though I can sense his presence.
You’re asking whose him?
Just somebody I created, not fully though.
He watches over me just like the sky watches over the clouds.